so many to battle through

lovelife, career, peer pressure, parental pressure, sibling pressure, stares from relatives, formality–a young girl’s life has to battle so much

who cares? who praises? who feels?

my lovelife is at a scratch. no bf, no problem, kind of. (duh) when people are making and then breaking more than dozen of affairs, i am still deciding whether i have a crush on someone or not

and life without a bf? people around me find it hard to believe why boys and girls? live and let live

so, for the next 5 years i don’t see myself moving hand in hand with some guy or the other. end

CAREER …the big question

i just pray that i get into any damn company that comes to campussing in college..be it TCS or INFY (INFY has to come na? because of some contracts?) and about MBA? i really don’t know when I shud do it…I really don’t have any wish to do job now, student life is much happier but as they say, work ex is preferable…lets see

peer pressure…well, i don’t feel as such(which is bad i suppose) NOOO,  i feel , i feel

parental pressure-well, this is a tough question, i think my parents have lost hopes on me hahaha! the other day we were discussing CAT  n XAT and Baba was quite encouraging…I have to be deterministic…just like the way I was before third sem maths exam

sibling pressure…okay, I get inspired from you, dear Cheeku…so no complaints in this department

relatives….I have very selective love for them…so it doesnt really matter

So, as I understand, career should be of utmost importance to me right now, and dear world , if you have a boyfriend, live at peace…

Frustration?

Talking of him, huh?

we’ve been chat friends for damn 3 years, since our days in school and we haven’t met? or he has nt seen my pic? how sick is that, na?

and yesterday , S and pammi were talking about Roshni and Naresh….i felt patyhetic and thought of laughing at myself.

They believe , getting committed is the next best thing after getting into a good college. Okay, thats pretty correct. Atleast , you don’t feel left out, or frustrated.

But , i should think about it, should I?

Afterall, Shaadi.com is there na?

Yes, finally i’m getting mad……girl, girl, girl there are so many better things in life…think about that.

Tthink about, mba, think about campussing, think about internships ….singlehood is a choice, not a curse…just keep this in mind…[:)]

how much a girl i am?

now , this is a question i often ask myself?

what percentage of me feels as a girl? but, i’m not a tomboy !!

SIGNS OF NOT-A-GIRL

1.i don’t like pink

2. i hate bangles, ear rings, pendants

3. i hate accessories of any kind

4. i hate nail polish, foundation, bandanas, scarfs etc

5. i hate those vanity bags

6.i hate stilletos

7. i hate sari, ghagras, cholis etc

8. i HATE lipstick

9. i don’t like using sunscreen lotion and love going out in the sun, walling a lot, which, i suppose all girls hate to do

ANY GIRLISH TRENDS et all?

1. i loooove kajal

2. i love wearing skirts, especially semi long

3.i love kurtis

4. okay, i’ve done eye brows

5. i’m paranoid about clean clothes

6. i’m paranoid about perfumes.

7.i’m caring , very much

8. yess, i have shrill voice and i love shouting at my mom

9. i have a fetish for buying tops

i’ll write more traits of both , if i remember in due course of time …he hi he hi !!