IMS classes are going on in full swing and I’m getting more and more frustrated with each passing . No hope at all. Kutu’s exams are going on. Have to drop him at Tiljala High school tomorrow. Collg fest starts next week.Feel like eating ice cream all the time.

Life sucks. Simply.

Everyday

is a bad hair day

Ever since I’m back from Delhi.

And these black smokes off autos, cars and taxis makes me sneeze all day through.

We had the Campus connect exam today. The module was Web Technologies. Hall collection, if you ask me how the exam was.

Had looong talk with J today. He’s kind of guy I like. Talking about silly things in some sillier way which makes you roll out.

D was not in class , most of the times. Huh! he’s the new CM na…has to show off!

P as usual was upset…has to cheer her up.

A gave a pearl ear stud…its nice…really nice….she gott it from Hyderabad , where she went to visit her Dad

signing out now, have to study n write labs! cya!

college before pujo holidays

so, we had the council member election…lots of manupulations, lots of stares, lots of escapings, lots of glances !

DD personally did nt come up to me and asked me to vote for him …though he should have done that…every candidate must do that…instead sent As to do the task…though he talked to P i suppose, but i had escaped by then…

I tried to convince me a lot of times to vote for RP , BUT MUST HAVE BEEN UPSET THAT I DID NT LISTEN TO HIM….

druhin tried to convince everybody abt voting for RP , asked M too

Finally DD won by 27:24 …2 votes cancelled…lots were absent

then also AS came and said thank you …not DD ……boy, cool down your arrogance

spent the friday in canteen and only 2 classes were held…

maybe we will be going for Kidnap at Fame …before i pack off to nainital n delhi

Cm election

ohh…i forgot…the council member election is scheduled tomorrow….D n R are contesting from our dept

Now , as usual D is the overconfident and arrogant dude, who will not plea for votes. But boy , i fear u might lose…

R is a smart guy, going around giving lectures to everyone, wooing the girls with his senti speech. This guy has some managerial skiils, man !

All the B people are routing for R i suppose, so that leaves the Bn people routing for D…there again he may lose an appreciable section owing to no-communication with the voters

wats my concern ! let him win or lose !

Now, D made me sign his nomination form…that too in his usual ‘i-am-the-coolest-guy-sround style

passed me the form and said ….sign for me…..boy, there’s a word called request…isn’t it?

chuk it, let me go n have my dinner

sad

its going to be a tough week ahead

the campus connect program is starting

went to westside with P. she did nt find the one she was searching

this sem is seeming to be really tough

so many to battle through

lovelife, career, peer pressure, parental pressure, sibling pressure, stares from relatives, formality–a young girl’s life has to battle so much

who cares? who praises? who feels?

my lovelife is at a scratch. no bf, no problem, kind of. (duh) when people are making and then breaking more than dozen of affairs, i am still deciding whether i have a crush on someone or not

and life without a bf? people around me find it hard to believe why boys and girls? live and let live

so, for the next 5 years i don’t see myself moving hand in hand with some guy or the other. end

CAREER …the big question

i just pray that i get into any damn company that comes to campussing in college..be it TCS or INFY (INFY has to come na? because of some contracts?) and about MBA? i really don’t know when I shud do it…I really don’t have any wish to do job now, student life is much happier but as they say, work ex is preferable…lets see

peer pressure…well, i don’t feel as such(which is bad i suppose) NOOO,  i feel , i feel

parental pressure-well, this is a tough question, i think my parents have lost hopes on me hahaha! the other day we were discussing CAT  n XAT and Baba was quite encouraging…I have to be deterministic…just like the way I was before third sem maths exam

sibling pressure…okay, I get inspired from you, dear Cheeku…so no complaints in this department

relatives….I have very selective love for them…so it doesnt really matter

So, as I understand, career should be of utmost importance to me right now, and dear world , if you have a boyfriend, live at peace…

Jaane Tu…ya Jaane Na

so, we went to watch the movie at FAME, soth city.

met Kajoree at the gate. Later saw Mitankar, Debanuj.

HALL was FULL. DROPPED HALF POPKORN, WASTED ANOTHER HALF.

movie was awesomeeeeeeeee. loved imran and genelia.

then had lunch at the food court. a full pizza , man!!! i never ate so much, that too pizza!! then a chocolate brownie.

Memories of Maths

My honeymoon with Maths began in the 3rd  sem of 2nd year in college. i loved the subject. got good marks. okay, may be thats why , i loved it

initially in school, i used to get 99 or 100 . i got in the 80s till class 7 .

but from class 8, the downfall began. i got 25 out of 50 in the first terminal test in class 8 and cried like anything

then mostly the numbers were in the 70s, but i was kind of happy. in the board exams too i got around 75.

then  came college. how i hated maths in first sem, the teachers were dumbos and bimbos.

we had loads of integrations, double , triple …ohh gawwwd ! now, i hate integrations to some extent. so, as expected maths exam was a disaster. i was prepared to face the fact that i would be getting my first supple in maths.

thank God, i did not. i got a C…how ? how? miracle? or do I underestimate myself? (watever !!)

okay, then i started loving maths again !

course in 2nd sem was pretty nice, loved every bit f it, from Laplace transforms to 3D. exam was ok-ok. got a decent A.

and then there was the 3rd sem. i made a resolution to myself that since this is the last sem we are having maths, i have to do well.

and i did. exam was super good. i attempted full. was expecting O, but got E . its okay, maybe the sent internels 25 and I lost 5 in the theory .

so, thus ended my official tryst with maths. Though we have some sections of maths in every paper and obviously maths is required everywhere,  be it electronics or instrumentation.

but you can’t leave out maths from life…..right?

No point looking back, still…

Well, it been 48 hours since my semester exams have ended. the book shelf has been nicely cleaned. so is the table.

looking back, is there any point to see how my exam went? yes, there is.

okay, subject wise:

THEORY:

analog electronics:i studied the full syllabus. i attempted full. there were a few questions which i could nt find in any book. so, i’m not responsible if i’ve screwed in those

industrial : the subject i feared the most. it went well. i forgot the answers in bits and parts. but, overall it was not bad. i had studied a lot.

computer organisation: i kind of hated the subject. not hate , exactly. i forgot certain parts of it. overall ok-ok.

microprocessor: all through the sem, i was under the impression that i loved this subject the most and knew every stuff of it. but i really screwed this exam , bigtime. diagrams went wrong by parts. theory was half done. faulty choice of questions

data structures: exam was ok-ok. i answered watever i studied. there were question which was nt in any book. so i’m not responsible

sensors: i studied a lot. it went well, hopefully

VIVA :

microprocessor: screwed it bigtime. could nt get the question. Mk was upset with me.

sensors: went ok-ok

DS: it was okay. hopefully i’ll get an O.

what i have realised in this 4th sem is that, if you study methodically, it will pay off. in the previous sems, i studied a lot, but not methodically.

hopefully , i improve myself. and hopefully i get some good grades this sem . praying hard!

12th may-afternoon

ahh…the form submission for semesters. reached colg at around 10. baba’a office car dropped me at ruby.

jostled with lots of people to submit parnisha and my forms.

exhanged books with amrita in the library

went to the dbms lab to meet mickey mouse mam, idiot shuvo was understanding sorting with mam. fool he is…doesnt he understand by himself??

then treated amrita at monginis. poor girl was all in grudge coz i issued a book in her card ky karen? i need books, girl…i can’t cheat, i’m not soo intelligent like you …so girls i ned books to study …at least try and get motivated to study !

this sem is about truckloads of xerox

after he sem i’ll just sit down and count how much money i have wasted over this xerox

IN,ashima,reshma,microprocessor,CO,DS….had to take xerox of all

ohh shit, i was supposed to go to ashima to understand differential eqn…ohh…so much hurry and worry …i forgot.

met azhar n ritika in the xerox store at ruby……….period

ohh …kutu has again started playing guitar and doing his nasty compositions with it…i need to stop him…..ciao!!