help !

i’m slowly becoming mad !

i can’t help that. i need somebody to speak my mind. desperately , really

i don’t know what to do with life. i’m a loser. ye, thats it.

Beauty regime and Hollywood movies

ahhh…i did something for the first time today

did eyebrow plucking !

well, i had plans of doing it in the next week, but since doll asked me to accompany her to do her eyebrow plucking, i decided that this was the perfect time, cause otherwise i’ll have to go alone.

most of the job is done, but since the lights had gone at that time, i’ll have to go tomorrow for the finishing touch.

have been watching lots of Hollywood movies of late thanks to star movies and HBO.

Watched The Lake House yesterday and Pretty Women today.Then i read the plots of the movies in Wikipedia.

i’m sill in doubt over the 2 year debacle in Lake House ! loved Sandra Bullock

No point looking back, still…

Well, it been 48 hours since my semester exams have ended. the book shelf has been nicely cleaned. so is the table.

looking back, is there any point to see how my exam went? yes, there is.

okay, subject wise:

THEORY:

analog electronics:i studied the full syllabus. i attempted full. there were a few questions which i could nt find in any book. so, i’m not responsible if i’ve screwed in those

industrial : the subject i feared the most. it went well. i forgot the answers in bits and parts. but, overall it was not bad. i had studied a lot.

computer organisation: i kind of hated the subject. not hate , exactly. i forgot certain parts of it. overall ok-ok.

microprocessor: all through the sem, i was under the impression that i loved this subject the most and knew every stuff of it. but i really screwed this exam , bigtime. diagrams went wrong by parts. theory was half done. faulty choice of questions

data structures: exam was ok-ok. i answered watever i studied. there were question which was nt in any book. so i’m not responsible

sensors: i studied a lot. it went well, hopefully

VIVA :

microprocessor: screwed it bigtime. could nt get the question. Mk was upset with me.

sensors: went ok-ok

DS: it was okay. hopefully i’ll get an O.

what i have realised in this 4th sem is that, if you study methodically, it will pay off. in the previous sems, i studied a lot, but not methodically.

hopefully , i improve myself. and hopefully i get some good grades this sem . praying hard!

Fighting with Mom

a kind of weird sense prevails when u fight with Ma.

U can vent out  anything without fearing any consequence, coz she is the person u love the most.

and you know, after all these , she is the person who will care for you the most.

u shout, u jump, u cry. u are free to do anything.

cause U know u dont have to send long sms es to make it up, u dont have to make frantic phone calls to clarify urself, u can just be U.

and U feel the worst when u hurt her. u try to make it up in every possible way. Without telling her that u are actually doing it.

Dear ma, everytime i fight with u , i feel the same. i feel stupid, i feel dumb for whatever i have said to you during the fight.

I’m Sorry and i love U !

Shopping is depressing

okay, so i had an utterly depressing evening at the south city mall, thanks to my level headedness

pantaloons, shopper’s stop has clothes with exorbitant price tags(i’m no game for spending 3000 bucks for my everyday wear) and i find my dream clothes there only , and my responsible daughter like nature stops me from buying those stuffs and thus reduce the bank balance of my parents.

so, i cried, with people staring at me.

i walked fast, people looked in awe.

i walked up the moving escalator , something i never do.

then Metro had some really nonsense shoes with sky high prices.

i mean , a shoe which does not even cover 1/5 th of the upper portion of your feet, how can they charge 1000 bucks for it?

i’m no fashion model that i’m going to wear those bare-dare shoes.

but i need clothes, desperately.

i don’t like most of the stuffs i bought before 2/3 years.

i haTE the salwar kameez es i have. most of them were gifted many years ago and they have survived over the years.

i need shoes. they are in a terrible condition

shit on me !

okay, south city evening was not that baD.

oH YES, IT WAS BAD.. there was no place to sit in the food court , and there also people gave us BIG eyed look as me n my brother started savouring the big chana bhatura , standing in the corridor. pizza counter was soo crowded, we did nt even think of queing up.

okay , got my first salary…..rs 20! from Mom !

its for doing household chores, cleaning grills, windows, etc.its on a daily basis. so got today’s one also. lets seee!

16th june-evening

so a whole month of no-blogging in this blog

had exams, infact , not yet finished….viva from tomorrow, then sensors exam on saturday

hope i survive

god help meeeeeeee:(

microprocessor tomorrow, the theory paper of which i screwed:(

wish me luck

will be back to active blogging here, once i’m done with all these shit